perfectly describe my situation ^^

reality !! :')

ingin ^^

aku ingin bercerita dengan kata-kata

tentang semua kisah-kisah kita
agar semua tak hilang dari ingatan dan terlupa
aku ingin bercerita bukan dengan angka
tentang semua kisah-kisah kita
sebeb semua tak akan terulang meski dibayar dengan semua milik kita
namum sayang . . . semuanya dusta belaka~

p/s :: ilham menyusuri minda hati . . . setelah sekian lama menyepi . . . :)

i can't !! ^^

10th April !! yes !! that's the day !! the date that i regret most in my life !! just forget laa !! can't !! damn !!

still waiting for miracle to happen?? dream on !! no way !! hate that day !! if i would have think twice....i won't have a broken heart....i won't have a night full of tears....i won't be regretting day in and day out....again....damn !!

promises ~ ~ ~ u gave it too much........which makes me put too much hope on it and finally you break it just like that..... lies ~ ~ ~ i just realize it.........such a great actor you are !! congretz !! you should have involve in theater.....not me.....huh !!

you have her now.....appreciate !! i wonder if you know the meaning of that word --'

hmmm~ better make a full stop or else i'll tend to curse you like hell .

things happened for us to realize our mistake.....treat it as an experience and get over it........:)

p/s :: people ask me why it's so hard for me to trust people.

i ask them why it's so hard to keep a promise.

girls day out ^^

grrrrrrrrr~ oukei....hope that u guys don't mind if i crap a little before i start k....

hei there...yeah....you.....cut off your caring towards me please....no point for you to do that.....felt sorry?? you should !! cz there are tons of promises that you haven't granted and tons of lies that you need to apologize.....but its no need for that all.....God knows everything better then me...and i'll just leave it for Him to decide what to do on you.....for this time being....you better go your own way and beware....don't ever cross my lane !! 

done with my crap...let me start on my story~ hehehehe

7th April......off to KL........and here we are..............

sweet...cute...pretty ?? i don't think so...

we are definitely...crazy...silly...annoyed !! hahaha ;p

but we love it cz thats ourselves !! :)

shoot straight to the food court 

had a claypot of yee mee...finally !!

craving for a loooong time~ hee

next???

saw this cute little thing?? 

yeah~ spend quiet a lump some of money for this thing

thank God you are cute

or else i'll slaughter you !!

Viivian Wee.....specially for you girl !! :)

from MPH !!

nice story line !! simple yet interesting ~

thanks government for the voucher....

it fulfilled my needs as a novella~ hihihihi

taaaadaaaaa~

here i am !! happily in the food heaven !! hahahaha

kenny rogers for my dinner....

blurpppp~ oppsss~ hihihi :)

lets meet our main character of the day

Raihana..... Happy birthday girl !! :)

May God bless you always~ 

here's me and farhana with our little drama~

we look like a happy-ever-after-couple do we?? kah3

happy even without love !!

that's me !! heeee~ >.<

it's me and munie with our short story strip....

check it out !!

the fussy girl is crying and munirah doesn't know what to do with her

huh !! im sulking !! no way im gonna look at ur face...

hmmm...better persuade her laaa~ 

hey you.....don't sulk....don't cry.....

you don't look pretty in that way....cheerup....

ngeeee~

finally . . . . . happy together~ <3

peace no war

- the end - 

credit to ann liese~ :)

reach campus around 2am

and i have this !! !!

as my supper~ 

yummy in my tummy....heeee....:)

done with my voucher !! mission accomplish !! thanks girls !! thanks for the day !! i really need a day off and you guys really make my day !! 

and there goes my weekend~ huhuhu..... 

time to start on a new week....and better start on my diet !! put on lots of weight dy !! waaaaa~ 

aja aja fightin !! heeee~ :)

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random ^^

just a random entry.....had my dinner with ann liese just now....met shieda...zai...farah...

shieda :: korg nk g mane ni??
winnie :: g latihan tetater....kat dewan~ #tetibe ase sebak...huhu
shieda :: aik?? korg ad teater ape ag??
winnie :: .................. #really looking forward for the next practice~

kak ita !! fix laa tarikh latihan tuyh !! kak gadis !! anta laa msg !! kol bpe ad latihan ?? huhuhu

low ^^

great day peeps !! today we are going to talk about low...and the opposite of low is?? yup !! u're rite !! high !! 

sincerely speaking....i often have a high confidence in anything i do...and i always have a high expectation on my self...but !! i didn't and i won't mind if anyone of u would like to give any comments cz to me....it helps me A LOT in building up my confidence level to the highest point.... let me stress on again... COMMENTS ?? I DON'T MIND !! thats my style........still....there's a BUT !! 

BUT~ if that person just keep on condemning u often and always give u reasons that are really TAK MASUK AKAL.........i really really CAN'T accept it !! yes !! u are the so-called-big-boss....but not all your points are all correct !! fine !! we admit its our fault !! we get it all wrong......but we re-do it just like what u want....and still its wrong??!! so just ask urself dear sir......is it our fault or YOURS ?? answer urself laaa~ *wink.....

never in my life i felt to stuck up with any person~ never in my life i felt that i've loose all my confidence~ im not only afraid to present in his class...but also in every class now~ DAMN !! u make my confidence shoot to the lowest level man !! and thats so NOT ME !! yea~ others might not feel like what i felt.....cz im the kind of girl that will just depends on my confidence to succeed everything.....and u crash it all just like THAT #snapping finger !! GOSH !! i hate the feeling right now......sorry to all my group members.....but i guess u guys better prepare on the next presentation.....cz i dont dare to speak much in his class anymore......

miss GITA damn much now !! arrrrggghhhhh ~ dah dah dah !! malas are tacing2 bagai~ yg penting....its always in my heart ~ sarangae <3 :)

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G . I . T . A ^^

~Gelak Itu Tawa Aku~

yup~ ur laughter is my smile.... really thank God that everything went fine yesterday~ its such a wonderful performance with such a great cooperation shown by every members from GITA~ even didn't get to perform a full rehearsal despite all the changes during the last minute....we still able to show the best in front of the sultan... CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL GITA MEMBERS !! !! LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH !! 

it also ended my March with such a heart wrenching moment....didn't expect that time flies and no longer we are going to be apart~ no more everyday practices...no more loud shout from kak ita...no more messages from kak gadis...no more crazy conversation from kak nisa...no more silly actions from kak fishy...no more secret talks with kak mierah...not more gossiping with shieda timah...no more meaningful melody from kak mek su n kak erny...no more................... :'( but what i still have is a STRONG encouragement from all my sisters - kak ita, kak gadis, kak ija, kak sal, kak yel, kak N, kak meksu, kak nad.....and all my fellow siblings - nadira, ecah, diey, ayie, paan and all GITA members...... yes !! even though the moments may be over...but the memories never dies !! <3 :')

i know that one day....we won't work together anymore....all of us have our own commitment....our own busy timetables and schedules....but one thing for sure...our goals are still the same....THEATER !! <3 didn't hope much from all of us....a simple request will do....please don't give up in life and please don't lost contact...PLEASE DON'T !! always keep in touch always keep the faith~ :) 

i once thinking of letting go of GITA just because of him...and it really sounds stupid !! to the rest that thinks that LOVE is greater than GITA...PLEASE STOP THINKING NONSENSE !! LOVE always makes me CRY....but GITA never !! it always makes me SMILE and LAUGH...always make my day !! and most of all...it gives me chance to stand up high and believe that i can life all alone even without LOVE !! because i have THEM !! :')

~G . I . T . A~

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