Again. Never have the guts to man up and text him for only a birthday wish. Gosh what a jerk am i??? I miss u dude. After all these years. Still. Wish u all the best in ur career path ! Enjoyed all the video.. hope to collaborate with u someday. Maybe. Have a blast !
Friday, November 7, 2014
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Im tired of being the one handling every situation. Seriously tired. My friends are either the second or the youngest or the only daughther in the family and i was like the one who always get to make all decisions. I wish to just follow the flow sometimes. Take a break.. especially from always being the patient ones.. hearing them out and what not. What i dont get is that they always got to say what they wanna say.. and i'll just listen despite them throwing every single temper on me.. im used to it. But when things goes the opposite way.. they will be the one complaining that im too emotional im this im that. Cmmon.. im always the listener and is it wrong for u to sometimes hear me out? Its not like i will be bothering u forever. I just need that few minutes to tell what i suppose to tell. Well i guess that maybe i was meant to be only the listener in every relationship. Cz whenever i kept my thoughts to myself.. things seldom get complicated. I've experience that.. most of the time.. in most relationships.. and i guess i just figure out what am i.. after all these years of late night thoughts. Wow !
Friday, September 26, 2014
Everything is coming to an end. Soon winnie. Soon. Just hang in there. A little bit more. Dream big. Explore wonders. Find myself. Know people. Make friends. Settle down. Gear up myself and ready to faced every challenges as a teacher ! Fuhhhhhhh. I really think a lot ! Take one at a time winnie... lets dream big !
Sunday, September 21, 2014
All these are killing me ! I dont even feel good to be back there... everyone keep rushing on one common thing.. freedom ! Away from all these and enjoy the moment before the reality calls. Not to be eager to be in school.. just that teaching and studying is a total different thing and i really prefer teaching...
K. Better start crapping on my assignments. That would somehow lessen my worries.
#homesick #finalsem #senioryearlahsangat #cantwait #betterstophashtagging #chaww #adios #ijustdontdaretofacemywork #thisisforreal #bye
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
See ! Just these few simple relationship seems complicated.. I dont know how people sees it but to me.. every relationship needs commitment. If one cant even manage to overcome their own family and friends relationship.. how can they ever step into the so-called-more-than-friend-relationship ??? Question yourself. Have you ever figure out how to manage your own time with your family? Your friends? Ok lets narrow it down a little, best friends? Perhaps?
I dont know... perhaps i should question myself often
Tuesday, August 26, 2014
*life sucks when u live ur own life by trying to impress others but thats what people do to live.. in this dramatic world..
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
Thursday, July 17, 2014
my major problem when im in school is.. i really dont know how to mingle around with the school teachers. maybe because im not one of them yet, makes me feel that we should have a gap in between. its true though. u cant expect me to just suddenly treat them like one of my long lost friend and chit-chatting like the world's gonna end soon. owh pls i just dont know how. and i have no idea how people do. im ok if the topic is about students in class but other than that... uh-uh. its a big no no. i'll prefer listening. thus.. this makes me look quiet. other than a hmm an oh and a smile on my lame face.. i have no idea what to interrupt. no idea what to share. and sometimes no idea why am i listening. and here's the thing... just because im quiet doesnt mean im moody or emo or whatever u call it. duhhh i have no reason to be moody out of the blue. so pls.. dont go around telling others that im being moody all day long and u are afraid of me because im quiet. it sounds stupid.
im ok all along. u can just share anything or commenting anything i'll just listen as u wish. but pls. if its about me. myself. with the stupid assumption of urs. i just cant stand it. im tired of having all those straight forward talks. and since im an easy going person. i'll just treat u like an invisible. and wow that makes me feel better. owh. u dont? who cares. i thought u are going great with all ur assumptions. so. carry on. peace yaw...