看过了 “胜女的代价” 之后，了解了其实爱一个人的确是很痛苦的一件事。非常的痛苦。*sigh* 累了，该休息一会儿。。。

Yea. I know I'm not suppose to be blogging at this moment. I have my observation tomorrow and of course tons of school stuffs to be settle before the weekends. But hey, i just need a time out. So this is the only moment. 

Okay. I've gone through my 6weeks practicum in Jerantut. One word. SUCKS. Yea right. The only time that i enjoyed much was the time i spent with my year 4 kids. They somehow manage to cheer me up during that one hour lesson everyday. Thanks kiddos. xoxo !! 

My weekends were incredible up till this moment. And i wish it reminds that way.. cz i really need my day off despite the 5 hectic and miserable days in school.

Follow the flow and take it easy. I hope im still alive after this 3 months. 

Okay its already 1.. daaa

Movie of the day :)

Courage is a hard thing to figure. You can have courage based on a dumb idea or mistake, but you're not supposed to question adults, or your coach or your teacher, because they make the rules. Maybe they know best, but maybe they don't. It all depends on who you are, where you come from. Didn't at least one of the six hundred guys think about giving up, and joining with the other side? I mean, valley of death that's pretty salty stuff. That's why courage it's tricky. Should you always do what others tell you to do? Sometimes you might not even know why you're doing something. I mean any fool can have courage. But honor, that's the real reason for you either do something or you don't. It's who you are and maybe who you want to be. If you die trying for something important, then you have both honor and courage, and that's pretty good. I think that's what the writer was saying, that you should hope for courage and try for honor. And maybe even pray that the people telling you what to do have some, too. - The Blind Side

CNY songs are on my playlist today and YES im in the mood now !! so pls pls pls let me be back for it just at the right time. 

Practicum in jerantut for three months later. Final year. Many things to do on the list. And ofcz many moments to enjoy. Hope that i'll go through it. Resolutions? Hmmm. I cant even manage my last resolution well. So i guess this time i'll just complete it one by one, step by step. New aim everyday. An aim a day keeps myself productive. Hope so. 

Till then. 

already 22. should be matured enough to make decision. oh yeah. matured in that sense. but still im forever their baby girl. so need not to be matured with my personality. kihkih. a bunch of thanks to everyone that wishes me despite via phone calls, text messages, fb posts, fb inbox, whatsapp, twitter and even birthday cards. appreciate them all.

mummy already asking for a grandchild. oh my. she's really making me nervous much. mummy, i dont even have a crush at this moment, i wont be this time around la. u have to wait for the right time to come. oh hey mr. right. where are you? my mum has officially asking bout ur presence. pls answer it on my behalf. hahahaha crap !!

my wish? hope for something miracle :) till here

ok fine. maybe i watched too much of hong kong drama. but i just felt like i missed something in my life. there's always an empty space which makes me feel ............. "empty?" yes !! --" i dont know. being alone looks cool. looks independent. looks free. but hey. it sucks. sometimes sometimes u just feel like talking to someone. telling them what u had done today even here's nothing interesting.

to know that there's actually someone out there that cares about u. thinks about u. really makes ur day better. brighter. :')

ku lepaskan kau jauh, jauh dari ku~ kerna ku tahu dirimu bukan untuk ku~ maafkan aku terpaksa aku melupakan kamu~ lepaskan semua kisah kita yang lamaaaa~

this song has been accompany me throughout my nights. thanks joker crew production. nice song :')