Dang !! - During the holidays ^^

Holidays. Yeah everyone really looking forward to it. Say YES to relax and NO to work. Err.. its exceptional for a part time house-wife k. Yea part time. Wake up just when the sun strikes on my butt everyday GOSH it's just so me hahaha. Enjoy my sleep during the holiday for sure. 10 hours AT LEAST kah3. Call me a spoiled brat please cause that's what i am. *wink*

But still there's one thing that is just so drama about me during this holiday.. which is i DON'T actually prefer to go outing lately. You see making appointment with friends. Meeting up at the same old place. Updating each other about our current status. Yea its fun sometimes, doing this together once in a while. But it will, sometimes, be err.. you know.. B.. O.. R.. yea right BORING when all these while you are the one who is just listening to the Stories and Happy Endings of others. There's the time you start thinking, wondering when is that Mr.Right gonna appear and make others listen to your stories for just ONCE at least.

No doubt im feeling happy for them. Not jealous, i mean.. yea.. im not. Why should i? None of them actually dating with my Mr.Dreamer..... Right?? Owh shit im actually thinking bout him right now and then. DANG !! 'Faced it Winnie. He's in a relationship already and you knew it just keep him out of your mind !!' FINE3 !! But hey, everyone have the right to dream right. Which means he is still my Mr.Dreamer........ *im now on cloud nine and really hoping for a slap from someone to get me back*

See.. its sucks right. Back to the track. I mean, it's pointless to go out meeting up with friends to just sitting and listening to their personal stories which i prefer to be in front of my lappy. go online, check through their FB status, blog walking a little and taaaaadaaaa... i still now their current progress.... Right?? Err.. don't get me wrong im not actually stalking... Am i?? 'Okay i kinda have a feeling that i am.. NOW' which is very --' of me *double triple =.="

My other point is.. Rather than dressing up yourself for just AN outing, you can actually be as ugly err i mean 'natural' as you are at home spending time with your family. And you know what, i realize errrrr i actually JUST realize that i missed out lots of stuff from both my bro and sis. I seldom have a heart to heart talk with my sister which i really miss it NOW. I seldom check on my bro's record book which he often hide it from me for some reasons. You know.. school student. And guess what he actually took it out a few days ago just for me to browse through but eventually i just put it on my dressing table without actually looking at it. GOSH what am i?? Thinking about it i really really feel bad NOW. DANG !! again..

As for my mummy.. "Hows everything back there at your campus?" And i was like "As usual. Normal. Nothing special. Fine" Think about that guys, if we can actually spend our time chit chatting about nonsense things with our FRIENDS why not spending time knowing our FAMILY better. *yeah !! you're absolutely right* And my advice really hit myself straight to my forehead *BAMM*. Lucky that im awake now. DANG !! Lucky? Just awake after 20 years living.. and you call it LUCKY? H-A-H-A-H-A !!

See guys.. Life is short.. So.. just.. stop fooling around and make it meaningful.. with your love ones. If you yourself can't even understands your OWN family, please don't spend another second trying to understand others personal so-called-happy-ever-after-stories.

Love ya mom. Love ya dad. Love ya vian. Love ya joe. And surely....
Happy Holidays to ALL !! With love................<3 ENJOY :))

FINALLY !!

just answer anything that pass through my mind just now thinking that its the last paper and im gonna finish it ASAP !! and yes !! FINALLY !! when the clock strikes 5 i trun to the back and talk as though its my world forgetting that im still in the exam hall hahahaha... really sorry but hey that shows how excited i am u see... hell yeah i should be that excited oke just imagine every batch in the campus already done their papers a few days before some even enjoying their sweet time back home at this moment and yes here we are still sitting here in this boring place struggling for our last paper excited like no one else business and no one even give a damn about it hahahhahhaa crazy but yes i am seriously super dupper excited !! FINALLY !! i can focus my 100% thinking about HOME !!

but yeah something do cut off my mood...THEM... yes FINALLY the time has come and yes its all bullshit if i say that i won't be missing them.. its just a lie if i say that we can still keep in touch so pls don't be to emo.. its just not me if i would just go back and enjoy my holiday that i've longed for without giving them a goodbye hung and kisses.. yes its just not me but i just hate the tears hate that feelings good-byes are always not good for me :( CUT !! you are really not good in acting sad mood winnie remember that so please don't do it now.. OKE !!

just hope that all of you will be strong in facing your future undertakings i know it will be a god damn hard task for you guys since our government just treat us like a toy to be experimented on but its ok i hope everything goes fine on you guys cause when there is a will there surely be a way. whatever happens always wish a bunch of thanks to all of you for the greatest memory that ever happen in my life..

i found the real me.. FINALLY !! ^_^

alone

doing things that you like will always gives you a different feeling... even you do it on your own.. :) it makes you feel independent rather than lonely.. it makes you feel peaceful rather than quiet.. it makes you feel that you can manage yourself well rather than always have the feeling of forever alone... *remember the troll face?* yeah i mean that kind of expression.. --' #next paper is on the 5th and i'm still relaxing as though it's over...cool~ yeah.

when fingers are guided by instinct

ok. what? dont just look at me like that. i didnt even start yet. ok i know.. yeah.. right.. oh yeah?? fine! sulk! that's all u know!

dear bloggie.. i've been like really away from you for a seriously god damn long long ago in a kingdom far far away there live a beautiful prin%$@&#% #slap !! hello !! get back to our business here.. get rid of the cloud above your head winnie !! blurghhh.. ok. its like a hell yeah useless lifeless and meaningless life there (facebook) scrolling the page up and down for about the whole hour in front of the lappy and the next thing you know the world just keep spinning really fast.. not waiting for anyone and there goes my day.. but still keep on repeating the same routine over and over again.. boring? sure do! but hei! im stubborn! yeah.. regret! that's the best word. it would be better still if i had spend a little time on you everyday at least to express how i feel everyday.. keeping it from memory to memories and smile whenever i get time to read it back. #sigh. im just not mature enough as an elder in the family.. bet my parents gonna be disappointed if they know what am i up to everyday.

what a lucky spoiled brat i am.. wake up at when the sun strikes my butt! last minute work always awaits! not to mention my revison for my finals! loads of movies while the next paper is on??? tomorrow morning !! check on my watch owh great only 4 hours left to rest my mind.. time management sucks! spending time with those unnecessary! screaming out "arrgghh im tension" when every little problem of mine is just because of me! owh how i miss my days with them! i love busy days! at least i know that im not sitting around doing nothing! busy days with the one i care doing the things i love.. i miss those day like seriously dude !! my night is now empty! wish that everyday ends quickly now! no...please don't !! i don't mean end.. just.. hope that time won't flies fast like.. how it suppose to be.. you just don't get it !! i didn't mean to fight what's beyond me i just want my life back !! the time.. on that spot.. where i used to scream whenever i get stressed out.. the time.. on that spot.. where i used to be the other me.. the time.. on that spot.. where i found the real me.. the time.. on that spot.. where i am me.. yes. the time.. when everything was like...........nothing now.

living a life as a bad thinker.. thinks that everyone have bad thoughts about me.. they are the one.. change my perception! i am me when im with them! and finally i found me in my real world and that makes me get attached to them.. thus it makes me sad.. real sad to be apart from them. yes. we can stand independently without them but it won't be the same. the time.. on that spot.. won't be the same.. the way i scream.. won't be the same.. the other me.. won't be the same.. the real me.. i hope it stays.. real. i know i can't.. i can't get back.. just.. hoping that it will be the same.. really hoping...............

generations? i hope we find them.. those who are willing.. not help us by just barely "helping" but help us "sincerely". the talent.. it burns in everyone of you.. why prefer to look through it as though you have nothing.. keep it burns make it flames cherish your every moment with different experience as life is too a stage where every man and women on it are actor. you are already one of them.. so fight for the best.. the best in you.......

also..some words for myself.. reminder.. wake up.. when it haven't ends.. cherish !!

our journey has just begin ^^

the 1st theater directed by Diyana Aziz...

and it went "fuhhhyooo~"

congretz beb !! we are all proud of you !! 

No doubt...feel different without all our seniors...but still...we have their courage and support~ I believe that they trust us much to take in-charge of the whole thing....thus i won't give up on us - GITA !! 

Nice working under you Diey !! Keep it up !! Ayie......we know that you have your aim....you have your ideas in mind....share it out...work it together....we'll make them proud !! Ecah....we'll always be with you...no worries~ Bunch of thanks to our new group of transformer and props.... Welcome to the team...:) Hope you guys stay.... And to the rest....lets continue our long journey together....it just begin tonight~ Each of you had proved that you can do it !! So trust me....we can make it till the end~ :) 

Most of all....lots of appreciation to our seniors for the knowledge and experience that they gave us....and for all the joys and laughter that we once shared together...it will forever be in my mind~ Thanks guys !! :')

#One for all & All for ONE !! 

Waris7Petala

"TERBAEEEEKKK" 

Fated by Him ^^

Its already July and im wondering when can we get our allowance --' But no worries...still manage to survive in this so-called-jungle....hihi~

Tadaaaaa~

Today's entry is all about them~ ^_^

"Life means facing unexpected things" Yup !! That's right~ 

Without expecting much...she's finally belongs to him~ God always give us beautiful rainbow after a heavy downpour~ And she really deserve it~ :)

Glad to see both of you together sis~

May God bless you guys forever~ :) 

Actually...its my 1st time attending a Malay wedding occasion...#dont believe?? plss do.... Even witness the "akad nikah" ceremony... Suddenly felt touched when seeing the bride shed her tears~ Tears of happiness...Maybe...I dont know....Wondering what is in her mind that time~ Whatever it is...i really hope that she'll be happy starting from that moment.....:')

Here I am~ 

Right in front of the pelamin >.<

There they are~ 

With the hantaran~ >.<

Flying kisses from us all~ 

 <3 Muaxx muaxx muaxx <3

The last picture of the day !! :)

Sweet couple~ <3
May your new chapter begins...:)

here i am once again ^^

it a looooong gone !! and here i am...once again...im torn into pieces...cant deny it...cant pretend........... ok done !! its my version of kelly clarkson just now.... sorry....no wonder it starts raining...huhu~ 

well guys...how can i describe sem4? 4 words !! SAME OLD NOTHING NEW !! yalaaaa.... old place kuala lipis... nothing new to discover.... which makes me more eager to fly down to KL every weekend...but what to do....$$$$.....huhu~ 

ok....that's me on the first day !!

same old nothing new too~

the subjects this semester are quiet boring... the lecturers are all so-so only... follow the flow laa~

start on the 1st weekend with a busy but yet boring schedule....

kursus manik kayu penerangan...

and here we are~

finally done !!

8 hours doe --'

lots of weekend plans this semester.... and i hope everything goes fine~ 

adios~ ^_^