Im tired of being the one handling every situation. Seriously tired. My friends are either the second or the youngest or the only daughther in the family and i was like the one who always get to make all decisions. I wish to just follow the flow sometimes. Take a break.. especially from always being the patient ones.. hearing them out and what not. What i dont get is that they always got to say what they wanna say.. and i'll just listen despite them throwing every single temper on me.. im used to it. But when things goes the opposite way.. they will be the one complaining that im too emotional im this im that. Cmmon.. im always the listener and is it wrong for u to sometimes hear me out? Its not like i will be bothering u forever. I just need that few minutes to tell what i suppose to tell. Well i guess that maybe i was meant to be only the listener in every relationship. Cz whenever i kept my thoughts to myself.. things seldom get complicated. I've experience that.. most of the time.. in most relationships.. and i guess i just figure out what am i.. after all these years of late night thoughts. Wow !

Everything is coming to an end. Soon winnie. Soon. Just hang in there. A little bit more. Dream big. Explore wonders. Find myself. Know people. Make friends. Settle down. Gear up myself and ready to faced every challenges as a teacher ! Fuhhhhhhh. I really think a lot ! Take one at a time winnie... lets dream big !

All these are killing me ! I dont even feel good to be back there... everyone keep rushing on one common thing.. freedom ! Away from all these and enjoy the moment before the reality calls. Not to be eager to be in school.. just that teaching and studying is a total different thing and i really prefer teaching...

K. Better start crapping on my assignments. That would somehow lessen my worries.

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First step

Thanks for da memories... step by step and i'll be in my dreamland later.. lets create more memories together..

::penang_september'14::

Handling a relationship is hard. Put aside couples and just range the scope only among family and friends. Its already complicated. Even among families, we fight, we quarrel, we disagree at each other. One thing different about family is that, no matter what was in the past, it turns out well during the present. Despite just pretend just for the elder's sake, at least we care. Friends? Hmmm. Yes we fight, even with our best ones. But not those mouth to mouth kind of fight, its more towards some sort of cold war. And yes when we disagree we start gossip. Make faces is the most common thing friends do, so not a big deal.

See ! Just these few simple relationship seems complicated.. I dont know how people sees it but to me.. every relationship needs commitment. If one cant even manage to overcome their own family and friends relationship.. how can they ever step into the so-called-more-than-friend-relationship ??? Question yourself. Have you ever figure out how to manage your own time with your family? Your friends? Ok lets narrow it down a little, best friends? Perhaps?

I dont know... perhaps i should question myself often